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I actually love having brainrot over twst and I love making content for my oc x canon in twst but I do miss being obsessed with One Piece too :((
For some reason I can't like focus on more than one thing at once, like if I like something too much I literally will just draw/write for that, which explains why I only drew/wrote for One Piece before twst... But now that I got this new interest that I love just as much as One Piece it's like I'm leaving One Piece and replacing it with twst... Which is far from what I wanna do, like I ain't even following the manga anymore that's how much I stopped focusing on One Piece
I know it's not like an actual serious issue like it literally โจdoes not matterโจ but I miss freaking out over Law, lunami and drawing my One Piece oc x canon ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐
#๐! mah rambles#โthen why don't u do it?โ THAT'S THE POINT#I NEVER FEEL LIKE DOING IT???????#like idk what happens but i just. shut down my last interest in favor of my new one#and this isn't to say i don't love one piece anymore#I'm super attached to it i still cry about merry and ace's death#and i still have my heart all warm and fuzzy thinking about the straw hats and luffy#but it's just#idk how to explain ๐#this doesn't make any sense tbh i just wanted to get it off my chest bc it's annoying
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What the fuck is a SUPER BOOP and why am I receiving so many
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i know - i know - that querying involves a lot of rejections, and by god have I got them, but I got a rejection from an agent I really thought would like my og book and i feel really, really, really discouraged right now. :/
#me as person#i'm ready to throw hands with the stupid series and scream at god and burn everything#or just curl up into a very small ball and cry#i don't know i guess there's just...#querying is in of itself exhausting i wasn't expecting it to BE this exhausting#and I am trying really really hard to keep the agents perspective because I know that they have so so so so many requests#and they can only take the ones that they get brain rot for#and i get that#i do#but it's just#discouraging#to put your hopes out there and then it to end badly over and over#i don't know i rewrote chapter 1 (again) i've rewritten my query 3 times and i just kind a wish i knew what was Not Working#so i could fix that#because i think the book is good??? i just need to lure someone into the pages#i guess. i don't know. i just.
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i miss sonetto..
#she needs a good skin. fine i'll be the one to say it#her i2 or equivalent outfit sucks ass bro#like no it's not that bad but still#the worst of her outfits#and i like her chapter 8(?) skin#but it's just#not as good as the og#it's kinda like the 37 paradox to me#her i2 is kinda..bad lmao#and i like her kin u can buy#but her second?? shit is ass bro#and it's rambled
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anyone else takes random breaks from sims for weeks or even months at a time for no reason and then eventually gets back to it after awhile
#i am on my second major break of the year loool#i think it's adhd related or something like the hiperfixation#although i am also keeping busy with planet zoo the last few days and missing sims a lot#but it's just#i can't stop overthinking when playing sims :( i can't just simply play without a plan bc im scared i will mess things up and it stresses#me out lol#ts2#mine
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sucks when you're willing to help people but they can't seem to think about trying to help you
#i know they're not obligated to#but it's just#kinda sad that they can't seem to empathize#how i'm having a hard time doing this assigment#bc i don't have the equipment#and like#i just need them to come along with me for a few hours#but they're not willing to so#i guess i'll just have to try and do this myself#bc they'd rather do theirs solo bc obvs they don't have a problem with their stuff#and they live with other ppl so like#idk idk#i just feel so iffy about everything#they're not taking it as seriously#bc again they don't have a problem anymore#this just sucks#ramblings
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In another timeline, the fans haven't let Watcher down but lifted them up and they're probably celebrating and living their artistic dreams instead of reading comments about how they're greedy, about how no one wants to actually see them or their shows or about how the quality and love for detail and the passion they pour into their projects is irrelevant because "we just want to see Ryan and Shane goofing off" and I wish someone would beam me into that reality because I feel actually so disgusted and heartbroken for them. Genuinely.
It's been a couple days and things have quieted down for as much as they'll quiet down, but I will not forget this. I will not forget feeling like I was a lonely island while the entire internet and their fanbase turned on them. I will not forget the vile racism and hate thrown at Steven Lim. I will not forget top comments with thousand of likes telling Ryan that all the passion and high standards he pours into his projects isn't appreciated. I will not forget their stressed faces, or the tears in Shane's eyes. I will not forget going to the show in Europe with a stomach ache, because I was terrified of people booing (or worse) at them.
And as glad as I am that I got to meet them before the show and could give them some support, I just, genuinely. Still feel so heartbroken, because they deserved better and I feel like there's forever going to be broken trust between us now - from their side. They shared so much with us, they felt so *comfortable* sharing with us, they trusted us to not do this to them, and they trusted us to want their videos enough to support them through this and instead they got.......... whatever this was. It's just sad. I feel so sad for them.
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finally catching up on season 6 and i just wanna say: my hero is so good, dude
#like i know we have all been picking it apart and there for sure have been stumbling blocks in the storytelling#but it's just#such a good story overall still with such good characters
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I have a confession which might get me kicked off this website
I've never seen a full episode of Supernatural
#and tbh#i'm probably not gonna#it's too long I cannae be fucked#if they'd gone you know what 6 solid seasons of good tv and we're out#i'd have seen it already#but it's just#i think about it and go like yeah this is probably my shit#then i think about it some more and it's like#but i'll never know#why are there so many fireworks recently#even when it is pissing it#and it is constantly pissing it#the sky is constantly pissing water and sparks#it needs to get that checked out
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Some of the outlets randomly decided to go out in my dorm and now my little lights won't work.
I'm genuinely at a loss for what to do with the rest of my night. My whole room just feels heavy. Like a grocery store at night just before closing. The microwave shut off before I could finish heating up my milk and I legitimately feel like the warmth has bled out of the world.
#guys im so fragile#but the feelings creeping into my chest right now are seriously not it#everything is cold#just one cold central ceiling light#shadows in all the corners#it feels so clinical in here#and my roommates literally do not even care#but like its not gonna fix itself we gotta do something#anyway this is me once again making a little problem into a big problem#if my mom was here right now#she would tell me that the situation does not warrant my reaction to it#but it's just#it's just#:(#boink#sad boink :(
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(please don't take this as negativity towards anyone) having one of those moments where i really feel worthless because i don't contribute to fandom as much as vpers do and it takes me a very long time to put out new art pieces. idk.
#and yes i know that vp still takes time and dedication#but it's just#different#idk#anyways sorry for complaining
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me trying to come to terms with the fact that kodiak is getting up there in years and all I can really do is make him comfortable and advocate for his wellbeing, but knowing there is going to come a day sooner rather than later when Iโll have to say goodbye to my best friend of almost 14 years is uh. a lot.
#just took him to the vet#and the whole ride there was just#ah#he's fine he's got nothing pressing going on at the moment#but he's achey and it's hard to get comfortable#because his joints are just...getting old#and I have meds for him now and special beds#and I'm gonna get him some supplements#there's a good chance he's gonna live for so long!!!!!#but it's just#a reality I know I'll have to face some day and it sucks#he's such a good boy
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some of y'all about to be real mad at me. but it has to be said.
i do not like luddites and lambs.
#im so sorry everything everything fandom but it is just not my favourite#it's a fine song#but it's just#fine#imho
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AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOSH RYAN EVANS IS OFFICIALLY GAY NO THIS IS NOT A DRILL
#CANONICALLY#AAAAHHHHHH#hsmtmts#hsmtmts s4#hsm#high school musical the musical the series#high school musical the musical the series season 4#high school musical#reblogged some stuff but had to make my own post :'D#stop y'all this means so much to me :'))#he wasn't even like a childhood character for me not till when I first watched the movies yesrs after they came out#but it's just#it's so important :'))#and he deserves it <333#AAHHHHH I'm so happy :DDDD
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